Yesterday morning at 5, My grandma passed in her sleep. My mom woke me up and told me that she wasn't breathing and that there wasn't a heartbeat. I  was hoping they would be able to revive her, but they couldn't. I didn't even want to believe that she was gone.. I wasn't feeling sad or anything until I went downstairs before they took her away.. she looked like she was just sleeping. I just broke down after I saw her.  Our family came over and I felt a lot better after talking to my Aunt and my mom..

The nurses had told us that she could pass at any time a few days ago. We tried getting her to eat or drink something for those days, but she just didn't want anything.. she just refused to eat or drink anything we tried to give her

Idk.. it's like we couldn't do anything else to help her.. after everything we did to take care of her, it's like it was all for nothing in the end.

I might be gone from deviantART for a few days.. Idk.. I'm just still in shock over everything that's happened so far